Love Notes: On Letting Go
These days, I go where the wind guides me.
I have no guru, no secret, no cheat to the end -
so I surrender instead to exactly as I am,
changing and rearranging with each gust.
I’m learning what it means to let go.
Dropping off heavy loads one-by-one at doorsteps,
so I may hold in these hands my heart’s treasure:
the home beyond what I’ve found here.
Some days, I rest deep inside my human.
Taking in a long sacred pause to feel it all
and lose control, with each ache and moan
knowing I’m growing taller towards Heaven.
It’s surreal to know the pits of oneself.
I rip open the seams of my own heart
again and again, only to find the same:
the drum that keeps on beating the sound.
All this to say that I’m called to simplify my life.
Letting go of ideas, things and people,
I find myself falling in love with the essential:
the trust that beats my heart into the home beyond.
Maybe that’s the secret after all.
Radha Rose
“Home beyond this heart”